My Special

I must contemplate, she is special More than that of a mere mortal I loved her and loved her more Her beauty, it just makes every man clamor Lovely as she is, a diamond in the rough The girl I always dreamed of is pretty tough Her smile, that lovely smile It carries me away all throughout a mile A gem like her is always a great find Inside, outside she's just one of a kind She is my friend, my enemy at times But all I want to do is hold her in my arms To find her in a sea of faces is hard Harder it is to keep her and play with the cards Days, months have passed, she loved me(or not) I never took the risk (and now I suffered this deep cut) A flower like her won't remain attached to a wall That's my bad, I had my chances but never did I heed the call Her eyes, her lips now belonged to someone I lied when I said I'm okay and can get along with anyone Why can't I forget her, it's too late Still, My belief is that I could have her, If it is really our fate I must contemplate, she is special I must confess, all I ever wanted is to call her my special